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from the unknown ocean-
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that you are.
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Russian Roulette “I will speak of fact,” said she, “ask questions regarding the circumstantial evidence needed for painting conclusions.” And so some asked, “wherefore were the clouds of jupiter?” and others, “what fire filled your heart?” while also were there who drew without questions- trigger finger instinct struggle to survive wild sparkling despair rage, at […]
you are the limits of compassionthe edge of bounded heartyou map the shackles restraining infinite joyand are my matchless guide to freedom without you, this invisible cagewould stay just that- invisible who are you? each and everyirritating person, thing or thought
the bright clear awake now that is home that is where this felt-sense of self abides strongly although it’s ghostly spectres can be found in all of times picture shows it’s always been hasn’t it? > here . do you remember not being? the morning bell sounds . time to start dreaming: check the moment before- […]
Sleeping Beauty “of the two witnesses stick with the principal” -lojong slogan (developing good heart) sleeping beauty. nobody else can tell you your heart's desire- it is unique to you everything leans you are interdependently unique like a snowflake- and as transient too this depends on that everything leans your bound nature stems limitlessly from […]
Selflessness Thought is border -like an elephant's fragile rope- it can bind without substance Unexamined belief binds beings as beings Take this collection of thought, call it my mind Take this collection of memory moments call it my life Here, newly minted sense percepts become world And me- oh my- […]
no reason Love doesn't need a reason not one not many not any But Rudderless wind-tossed … Reason needs love or it is lost
Nourishment . nourishment is it not apparent? your heart yearning? what shackles- what mind forged manacles can bind the pure beginninglessness of you? arising from nothing to become nothing while never being other than what is more akin to the space between than word * seek out the source of names […]
Happiness Love Kindness Happiness love and kindness are 3 aspects of the same thing the vital force of creative nothing the miracle of something-ness transient like a cloud ineffable like a whisper how laughable is the belief in solid dense reality to such a view i love you regardless of any moment of […]
In Vain Glorious did it die in vain? that breeze-shimmered mountain aven caught by cold frost, paw hoof nail and snout it's beauty revealed only as reflection -once as passing eye of eagle- did it die in vain? with no boxed name given it no prizes and portraits no lamination dissemination fame […]
we think it's in the doing we think it's in the doing and so we do and do trying to build an imagined future with blind action and lame hope but when being undoes doing by simply stopping just stop . we do it in the thinking. odd na […]
Conative Dimension o 2 b a Yogi embodied Buddha minded Jesus hearted Lion . o 2 b a Yogi embodied Buddha minded Jesus hearted Lion . o 2 b a Yogi embodied Buddha minded Jesus hearted Lion .
I Want. I want to know Us. I want to know and kiss every inch of those brown tattooed arms and know the smell of your neck. I want to know those hands on this waist and ass and pulling pulling down I want to know going out together into that explosion of […]
Stubborn -a recipe Beat head against wall o. didn't work must be the WRONG WALL Beat head against another wall ow. again. Light dawns (from crack in skull) o! it's the beating that hurts. ok ok. got it. stop beating. noooooo. stop. beating. i'm trying! just stop. i caaaaan't! […]
maybe… maybe meworld is reflection listener's song>waterbug skittels i wanna know what love is i want you to tell me… who sang that? was it some ONE? where ARE they? ? ?see? ? does that mean they don't exist? for real-zees? just as thought? Th […]
Spiritual Safety aka- Truth of Timelessness A human can come to understand the timeless deathless unborn nature of reality -concepts that point beyond the conceptual human mind- when understanding dawns it does so within and AS that reality that concepts can only partially describe to grok this is to be spiritually safe […]
STATIC CLING keeps pulling words and streams of something felt but not seen out of me so like an iron filing my whole being is tuned to the great mystery of attraction sparks fly between the poles of you and i die i die . . .
SKYFLOWER PHOTONS The gossamer wings of a butterfly are more substantial than this world held together by light luminous skyflower photons that are as real as they seem as real as they seem as real as a dream
US only do i suffer when i suffer the thought of not enough so wordless and still becomes i for hello's and goodbye's as two silences become one or being one become two- full of enough of these precious winking slices of time seeds there planted so that when i sit alone […]
Who’s Worth What? am i worth it? a good question for nights of gory paradise with phantom aches and real pain a bad question for enticing the seamless dreamless expanse To Surrender Her pretentions … Drop Her filmy veils … And stop asking questions
Turiya Meditation=Life Sitting before a master no head wonder tapestry of rainbow thread enharmonic unity that was never two time
Divine i the divine intelligence is so sweet so simple it breaks the heart tears flow from such Infinit-Essence
Heaven's doorbell God is not some private prize exclusive to the faithful but the inherent condition of us all God the word is a pointer God is the pointing God is the fabric of reality God contains all divisions and those divisions are made of God God is an insufferable paradox and so paradox is […]
awareness >notice< everything is already accepted >notice< without tense because no time thoughts – words are duality itself -> they are the slicing dicing tools that create 3rd person -A so-called objective imaginary stance- in Silence Still infinite Presence that is you. The felt experience of being a “thing” […]
Pop the Weasel Part 2 want to pop the weasel? send the conceptual out on a hunt for what is REAL true UNCHANGING undying LOVE
Pop! goesthe weasel Everything can be found to be Nothing + Nothing can be found to be Everything ….and in that paradox- Pop Goes the Weasel!
Self as Other What i want for you dear dear love is infinite is tender bubbles with joy is fresh alpine morning awake tweeting dawn isn't anywhere else than here isn't anything else than this a happy morning story with an adventurous twist- if you like that sort of thing a lullaby […]
homeland We share the same homeland you and i *deep unconditioned space* you are my precious self i am your precious self we are precious precisely a mathematical certainty that when you take everything away you get a whole 0 a black hole conditioned space dances where time ebbs & flows but […]
Heart crack love heart crack love came calling i shut the door who wants that vagrant around messing everything up? heart crack love came sneaking through the baseboards covered in grime and revulsion what the $@*#? seriously. what the $&% love. *heart crack love came calling again -flurry-drenched in the sorrow […]
the boxer She puts her gloves on smooth & jazz like a mountain fountain… Still..Chill… & ready to kill. Mental Afflictions watch out!
O Great and Powerfull Lord of Space Practice: Yoga Asana Unification of Mind- Powertool of the Infinite's own device: From sustained intention to practice – unification of subminds continues and physical + mental pliancy unfold this bliss becomes the wisdom that knows itself the illuminated + illuminating intelligence that permeates space crystallizing as […]
Ride the Lightening Practice: Settling the Mind in it's Natural State In the bleachers jaw drop awe on the field? – an EPIC Vipassana Battle!! Who's winning? – the ball vanishes over both left + right field simultaneously and hasn't been seen since … poof!
Resting in the ? Mark lacking certainty everything is found not in wobbly doubt- tremors of the conceptual but in the truth that is not knowing when if who
DOUG dancing lights + sparkling sounds combine O magik mixing! complete with timestamp and a story -Friend -Teacher -Most Welcome Appearance -Divine Effulgence -DOUG. Cue the Trumpets of Wonder!!
String Theory i found you in my heart- we were friends there, and lovers too… i found you were my heart – for the moment- and tears of joy arose. the light shifted and that too, was gone.
Thought Space Prana Crystals with meaning the sparkle in your wake …. … …. you enrich divide create destroy and where from? on what divine sovereignty do you rein so? the empty hand of space thought that believes itself is delusion thought that knows itself is space’s […]
Here's a Story here’s a story… the truth of dependant origination unleashed a conceptual kerfuffle one dark stormy night “what then is there besides what’s now?” -its all a dream- this life this body this mind and all its inhabitants -and yet this pink gets put in wiggleswords time travels from here to <____> trustworthy […]
Re-Birth born without name to ourselves born of ? living green grace ? a process that churns out stars and frogs lattes and little fish breathless in the ocean learning happens a new pattern a fresh creation a name me:she holding to the me as separate – as outside […]
The Relative Truth The ultimate truth-call it what you will, can only be pointed to by relative words or known directly- 1st person point of view- no-face to no-face. Because the pointing outs are relative, they can only be true for some, some of the time. Becoming Whole When God wants to laugh […]
To Painful Thoughts Hey little ones You have a voice speak! All will listen. And maybe then the echo of you the echo of your pain will turn to laughter in the cavern of consciousness
Hope To those who have yet to pass through and so have still to pass through the hurt of a million honey razors it ends it must
Communion there are many ways to go into union -not all are wrapped and rolling- some are still… a pregnant spacefield teeming with unborn poppies the flower of hope -of remembrance- of the end of war.