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this site is a place where  songs and poems

that make the unfathomable journey

from the unknown ocean-

may bask in the light

that you are.


Burn this World Down.

Love is all that matters.It is not matter.Do not deny it.Do not put it off until later.Love is yours to re-cognizeAs yours It is not in matter.Tend the flame. Tend the flame.Burn this world down.


Ode to an Orb in the Web

Ode to a Orb in the Web farmerweb designerwearer of skirts lover of circles and spacetree curve appreciatorbuilder  does truth and simplicity come easy to one whohas pockets reserved for unknown delights? “tell me everything you know about love” o, i don’t know anything about itonly that it always looks different https://unistoten.camp


Russian Roulette

Russian Roulette “I will speak of fact,” said she,  “ask questions regarding the circumstantial evidence needed for painting conclusions.” And so some asked,  “wherefore were the clouds of jupiter?” and others, “what fire filled your heart?” while also were there who drew without questions-  trigger finger instinct struggle to survive wild sparkling despair rage, at […]


Ode to a Cage

you are the limits of compassionthe edge of bounded heartyou map the shackles restraining infinite joyand are my matchless guide to freedom without you, this invisible cagewould stay just that- invisible who are you? each and everyirritating person, thing or thought


Home is Here the Heart IS

the bright clear awake now that is home that is where this felt-sense of self abides strongly although it’s ghostly spectres can be found in all of times picture shows it’s always been hasn’t it? > here . do you remember not being?  the morning bell sounds . time to start dreaming:  check the moment before- […]


Sleeping Beauty

Sleeping Beauty “of the two witnesses stick with the principal” -lojong slogan (developing good heart)      sleeping beauty.  nobody else can tell you your heart's desire- it is unique to you   everything leans  you are interdependently unique like a snowflake- and as transient too this depends on that  everything leans    your bound nature  stems limitlessly  from […]



Selflessness Thought is border  -like an elephant's fragile rope-  it can bind without substance   Unexamined belief binds beings as beings   Take this collection of thought, call it my mind   Take this collection of memory moments call it my life   Here, newly minted sense percepts become world   And me- oh my-  […]


no reason

no reason Love doesn't need a reason   not one not many not any     But Rudderless wind-tossed … Reason needs love or  it is lost     



Nourishment . nourishment is it not apparent?  your heart yearning?   what shackles-  what mind forged manacles can bind   the pure  beginninglessness  of you?   arising from nothing  to become nothing  while never being other than     what is more akin     to the space     between     than  word    * seek out the source of names  […]


Happiness love and kindness

Happiness Love Kindness Happiness love and kindness are 3 aspects of the same thing the vital force of creative nothing    the miracle of something-ness transient like a cloud ineffable like a whisper how laughable is the belief in solid dense reality to such a view    i love you regardless of any moment of […]


In Vain Glorious

In Vain Glorious did it die in vain?   that breeze-shimmered  mountain aven caught by cold frost, paw hoof nail and snout   it's beauty revealed only as reflection -once as passing eye of eagle-   did it die in vain? with no boxed name given it no prizes and portraits no lamination dissemination fame   […]


we think

we think it's in the doing  we think it's in the doing   and so we do and do trying to build an imagined future with blind action and lame hope   but when being undoes doing by simply  stopping    just    stop   .   we do it in the thinking.   odd na […]


Conative Dimension

Conative Dimension o 2 b a Yogi embodied Buddha minded Jesus hearted Lion .  o 2 b a Yogi embodied Buddha minded Jesus hearted Lion .  o 2 b a Yogi embodied Buddha minded Jesus hearted Lion . 


“I Want”

I Want. I want to know Us.   I want to know and kiss every inch of those brown tattooed arms and know the smell of your neck.   I want to know those hands on this waist and ass and pulling pulling down   I want to know going out together  into that explosion of […]



Stubborn -a recipe  Beat head against wall o. didn't work must be the WRONG WALL    Beat head against another wall ow. again.   Light dawns (from crack in skull)   o!   it's the beating that hurts.   ok ok.  got it. stop beating.   noooooo. stop. beating. i'm trying!  just stop.  i caaaaan't!   […]



maybe… maybe meworld  is  reflection   listener's song>waterbug skittels   i wanna know what love is i want you to tell me…   who sang that?  was it some ONE? where ARE they?     ? ?see? ?   does that mean they don't exist? for real-zees?  just as thought?       Th   […]


Spiritual Safety

Spiritual Safety aka- Truth of Timelessness   A human can come to understand the timeless deathless unborn nature of reality   -concepts that point  beyond the conceptual human mind-   when understanding dawns  it does so within and  AS that reality that concepts can only  partially describe   to grok this is to be  spiritually safe […]


Static Cling

STATIC CLING keeps pulling words and streams of something felt but not seen out of me   so like an iron filing my whole being is tuned to the great mystery of attraction   sparks fly between the poles of you and i  die i die . . .


Skyflower Photons

SKYFLOWER PHOTONS The gossamer wings of a butterfly are more substantial  than this world held together by light    luminous skyflower photons    that are as real as they seem as real as they seem as real as a dream



US   only do i suffer when i suffer the thought of not enough   so wordless and still becomes i for hello's and goodbye's   as two silences become one  or being one become two-  full of enough of these precious winking slices of time   seeds there planted so that when i sit alone […]


Who’s Worth What?

Who’s Worth What?   am i worth it?   a good question for nights of gory paradise with phantom aches and real pain   a bad question for enticing  the seamless dreamless    expanse   To Surrender Her pretentions … Drop Her filmy veils … And stop asking questions



Turiya   Meditation=Life Sitting before a master no head wonder tapestry of rainbow thread enharmonic unity that was   never    two time


Divine I

Divine i the divine intelligence is so sweet so simple it breaks the heart tears flow from such Infinit-Essence


Heaven’s Doorbell

Heaven's doorbell God is not some private prize exclusive to the faithful but the inherent condition of us all God the word is a pointer God is the pointing God is the fabric of reality God contains all divisions and those divisions are made of God God is an insufferable paradox and so paradox is […]



awareness >notice< everything is already accepted >notice< without tense because no time    thoughts   – words are duality itself ->   they are the slicing dicing tools that create 3rd person   -A so-called objective imaginary stance-   in Silence Still infinite Presence  that is you.   The felt experience of being a “thing” […]


Pop the Weasel Part 2

Pop the Weasel Part 2 want to pop the weasel?   send the conceptual out on a  hunt for what is REAL true UNCHANGING undying LOVE    


Pop Goes the Weasel!

Pop! goesthe weasel Everything can be found to be Nothing  +  Nothing can be found to be Everything   ….and in that paradox-   Pop Goes the Weasel!


Self as Other What i want for you dear dear love   is infinite is tender bubbles with joy is fresh alpine morning awake tweeting dawn   isn't anywhere else than here isn't anything else than this   a happy morning story with an adventurous twist- if you like that sort of thing   a lullaby […]



homeland We share the same homeland you and i *deep unconditioned space*   you are my precious self i am your precious self   we are precious precisely a mathematical certainty that when you take everything away you get a whole 0 a black hole   conditioned space dances where time ebbs & flows but […]

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heart crack love

Heart crack love heart crack love came calling   i shut the door who wants that vagrant around messing everything up?   heart crack love came sneaking through the baseboards covered in grime and revulsion   what the $@*#? seriously.   what the $&% love.   *heart crack love  came calling again -flurry-drenched in the sorrow […]


The Boxer

the boxer She puts her gloves on smooth & jazz   like a mountain fountain…   Still..Chill… & ready to kill.   Mental Afflictions watch out! 


O Great and Powerful Lord of Space

O Great and Powerfull Lord of Space  Practice: Yoga Asana   Unification of Mind-  Powertool of the Infinite's own device:   From sustained intention to practice – unification of subminds continues and physical + mental pliancy unfold    this bliss becomes the wisdom that knows itself the illuminated + illuminating intelligence that permeates space    crystallizing  as […]


Ride the Lightening

Ride the Lightening Practice: Settling the Mind in it's Natural State    In the bleachers jaw drop awe   on the field? – an EPIC Vipassana Battle!!    Who's winning?   – the ball vanishes over both left + right field simultaneously and hasn't been seen since … poof!


Resting in the ?

 Resting in the ? Mark lacking certainty everything is found   not in wobbly doubt- tremors of the conceptual    but in the truth  that is not knowing   when  if who



DOUG dancing lights + sparkling sounds combine   O magik mixing!   complete with timestamp and a story   -Friend -Teacher -Most Welcome  Appearance -Divine Effulgence -DOUG.   Cue the Trumpets of Wonder!!


String Theory

String Theory i found you in my heart- we were friends there,  and lovers too…   i found you were my heart  – for the moment- and tears of joy arose.   the light shifted and that too,  was gone.



Thought  Space Prana Crystals with meaning the sparkle in your wake  ….    …     …. you enrich divide create destroy    and where from?   on what divine sovereignty do you rein so?    the empty hand of space    thought that believes itself is delusion    thought that knows itself is space’s […]

Here’s A Story

Here's a Story here’s a story…   the truth of dependant origination unleashed a conceptual kerfuffle one dark stormy night   “what then is there besides what’s now?”   -its all a dream-  this life this body this mind  and all its inhabitants   -and yet this pink gets  put in wiggleswords time travels from here to <____>   trustworthy […]



Re-Birth born  without name  to ourselves   born of    ?  living green grace ?   a process that churns out stars and frogs lattes and little fish breathless in the ocean   learning happens a new pattern a fresh creation   a name me:she   holding to the me as separate – as outside […]


The relative truth

The Relative Truth The ultimate truth-call it what you will, can only be pointed to by relative words or known directly- 1st person point of view- no-face to no-face.   Because the pointing outs are relative, they can only be true for some, some of the time.   Becoming Whole   When God wants to laugh […]

Marnie Recker Beach Art

To painful thoughts

To Painful Thoughts Hey little ones You have a voice speak!   All will listen.   And maybe then   the echo of you  the echo of your   pain   will turn to laughter in the cavern of consciousness



Hope To  those who have yet  to pass through    and so   have still  to pass through   the hurt  of a million honey razors   it ends   it must

inner ore


Communion there are many ways to go into union   -not all are wrapped and rolling-   some are still…   a pregnant spacefield teeming with unborn poppies   the flower of hope -of remembrance- of the end of war.

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